tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-367698242024-03-13T15:51:00.155-05:00Clay Pots & Earthly TentsOur Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.comBlogger130125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-72525965337086108532011-10-06T18:32:00.000-05:002011-10-06T18:32:34.009-05:00Goodbye, Old Friend<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">All good things must come to an end . . . and this blog is one of them. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Hope to see you there!!!</span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-1519881039741955322010-12-29T15:35:00.000-05:002010-12-29T15:35:53.999-05:00My Addiction<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Some people are addicted to drugs. Some to alcohol. Some to coffee (Okay, you could argue that I have a slight addiction to coffee). </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">But today I discovered that I am addicted to purging. No, I'm not talking about hanging my head over a toilet & voiding my stomach of its contents. Gross. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I'm talking about opening that cabinet, drawer, closet, bin, whatever . . . & chucking everything that you don't want or don't need or don't love.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I've been reading a book on my new Kindle (a very thoughtful & much appreciated Christmas gift) -- <i>The Joy of Less, a Minimalist Living Guide: How to Declutter, Organize, and Simplify Your Life. </i>And that got the ball rolling.</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">This morning, I tackled my kitchen cabinets . . . all 11 of them. And the bench seat of our breakfast nook. And the cabinets in the island. And I chucked. And chucked. And chucked. Okay, so I didn't chuck. I sorted, priced, & stored in a Sterlite container for our moving sale in the spring. Still, those unwanted, unneeded, unloved items are no longer in my living space. </span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Incidentally, I think I may have passed this gene on to my daughter. Caleigh cleaned out her drawer of notebooks, coloring books, & writing utensils. Her comment to me afterwards was, "Mom, I feel sooo good now that that's done!"</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">I want to go out & shop 'til I drop . . . but there's reading to be done.</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And so, every year, right around this time . . . I just hate seminary!</span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">He would love to shop, to bake, to spend time. But he's being faithful to that which God has called him to accomplish. And it's only temporary. Just for a season. </span></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">And so, I will keep the home fires burning, knowing that this time next week, Jason will be finished with another semester's work. Perhaps we'll be out shopping. Or maybe we'll be baking cookies. Or maybe he'll being snuggling Brooks. Or perhaps playing a game with Peyton. Maybe we'll be wrapping some of Caleigh's presents while she's at school. Whatever we'll be doing, we'll definitely be soaking in the holiday season!! </span></span><br />
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But first, how I got there . . . </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >I was surfing Facebook one morning, when a picture caught my eye. It was a profile picture of a girl, wearing a hat with the coolest fabric flower attached to it. The picture belonged to an old friend of mine from high school. Apparently, she was sporting said flower that day & wanted to share the link for the Etsy store where she purchased it. A second thing then caught my eye -- the name of the flower designer . . . Meg Anthony. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >"That's funny." I thought to myself. "I went to college with a girl named Megan who was dating a guy with the last name of Anthony." So off I went to check this out. Click.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Sure enough, there was the girl I knew from college -- 1 husband & 3 boys later. First, I checked out her store. Cool, cool, cool!! Fabric flower accessories & belts!! I could almost hear the Sound of Music -- "These are a few of my favorite things . . . " Then I checked out her blog. And I was sold! Not far into Meg's story, I discovered that we share the common pain of miscarriage. And now Meg is making & selling her goods on Etsy to raise money to adopt a daughter from Honduras. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >I immediately made a few purchases. Some for Christmas gifts. And some, I admit, for myself. Very chic accessories . . . even better cause.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >So check it out:</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >www.made4adoption.com</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >I bet you wish you are on my Christmas list, huh!?!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-59342336360645069332010-12-01T09:27:00.003-05:002010-12-01T09:42:26.493-05:00It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year<span class="Apple-style-span" >I LOVE to shop!! Just ask my husband. But one of the things I love best about this time of the year is the cooking! I LOVE to cook!!</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >So tomorrow, I will be cooking a Christmas Feast for 50 - 60 hungry seminarians. If you're in the area, stop on by. You won't want to miss this! </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Here's the menu:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Regular Glazed Ham</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Honey Glazed Ham</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ham with Pineapple</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Sauteed Green Beans</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Candied Sweet Potato Souffle</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Mashed Potatoes</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Crispy Mac & Cheese</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Raspberry Jello Salad</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Dinner Rolls</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Cookies</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Just about to pop the Candied Sweet Potato Souffles into the oven! Next, Crispy Mac & Cheese!!!!</span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >I love the holidays!!!</span></span></div>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-62394111722866251242010-11-30T20:55:00.005-05:002010-11-30T22:07:23.522-05:00Our Family of Five<span class="Apple-style-span" >A</span><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >t long last, Brooks Michael is here. Well, he's been here for a while, but this is the first chance I have had to sit with my computer & reflect on the experience. </span></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvyKeo34I/AAAAAAAAA6c/EODtu2S_ZR4/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25285%2529.jpg"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvV99J-RI/AAAAAAAAA6U/aAwM0woFZY4/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25284%2529.jpg"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvVlBZRDI/AAAAAAAAA6M/ri7F25Eqqjw/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25283%2529.jpg"><br /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvV99J-RI/AAAAAAAAA6U/aAwM0woFZY4/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25284%2529.jpg"><br /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUKGgevI/AAAAAAAAA50/IIu2yuGkmJA/s1600/39429_440504297829_561352829_5248560_3934304_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUKGgevI/AAAAAAAAA50/IIu2yuGkmJA/s320/39429_440504297829_561352829_5248560_3934304_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545531277020527346" border="0" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" >Those of you who know me well, know that Brooks was making his presence known almost every day for the last 2 months of my pregnancy. At least 2 nights a week were spent sleepless with contractions, only to have them stop come morning. It was one false alarm after another. For the baby we feared would be too early, he certainly was taking his good ol' time. </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >It was Thursday, September 30th. The effects of Hurricane Nicole were being felt in Pennsylvania & Myerstown was starting to flood in selective areas. Jason & I braved treacherous roads to make what would be our last OB appointment where I begged to have my membranes swept {For those of you who don't know what that is, you may Google it at your leisure. I will spare you the gory details}. Shortly after arriving home, we headed up to the seminary kitchen to begin cooking our weekly meal for 30-40 seminary students.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >As I was cooking, the contractions were coming in waves. But after 2 months of false alarms, I thought nothing of it. But goodness knows, I was making some seminary students VERY nervous. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >After dinner clean-up was over, we went home & I began my usual puttering around the house. As I was sweeping the kitchen floor, the contractions were getting a bit more regular & a bit stronger. Taking the weather into consideration & the fact that Jason's parents (who were coming to get the girls when I went into labor) were over an hour away, we thought maybe a phone call was in order. Before we could get to a phone, another contraction came & my water broke. Okay, now we're serious!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >All calls were placed & in between contractions, you could find me updating Twitter & Facebook. :) My best friend/doula, Sharon arrived around 9 pm. I think she was hoping birth was imminent & we could deliver right there in the livingroom! Nothing would have pleased her more! I wasn't feeling it, so off to the hospital we went. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >We arrived at 9:30 pm & I was begging for an epidural. I had forgotten the time needed to insert the IV & to also consume a full bag of fluids before the anesthesiologist would be called. So I labored. And I screamed. And I did not handle myself with grace and dignity. It hurt. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Shortly after 11 pm, I finished my required bag of fluids & was informed that the anesthesiologist had indeed been called. Almost immediately after hearing that good news, I had 4 peel-me-off-the-ceiling contractions . . . & I knew that even if the anesthesiologist did show up, there was NO WAY I was getting my epidural. I was too far gone. The new nurse on duty came in to check my progress. Nurse Judy. Brave Nurse Judy. As she lifted the sheet, contraction #5 hit me with a vengeance & I said, "I have to push!!" </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Now, let me take a moment to set the stage here. The bed I was in had not been broken away to prepare for the pushing stage of labor. The table with instruments for delivery was not in the room. The doctor was down the hall. And perhaps most shocking & horrifying of all, my father was still in the room!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Nurse Judy took a peek & verified that, yes, I indeed needed to push. She was rather concerned by the fact that she was not wearing gloves. I could not have cared less at that moment & kept telling her to go ahead & touch him with her bare hands!! She told Jason to get her a pair of gloves from the box hanging on the wall behind him. In the time it took Jason to turn around, grab the gloves, & turn back, Brooks was already on the bed. 11:31 pm. 6 pounds 12 ounces. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >I spent the rest of the night saying, "I can't believe I did that."<br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUxk-IFI/AAAAAAAAA6E/UO3cqIh-Jy0/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25282%2529.jpg"><br /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUv5qO4I/AAAAAAAAA58/FBfR4ktnkao/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25281%2529.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUv5qO4I/AAAAAAAAA58/FBfR4ktnkao/s320/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25281%2529.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545531287167187842" border="0" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" >Brooks is 2 months old today. I am able to sit here & blog, forming coherent sentences because he has started sleeping through the night & is currently up in his crib, out for the count. He is a sweet, sweet boy & such a wonderful addition to our family. Everyone (especially his sisters) adores him. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >We did discover around 1 month old that Brooks has a hole in his heart. He is being monitored closely & will have more tests done after Christmas, but we are holding fast to the faith that the Healer has His hand on Brooks' heart. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUxk-IFI/AAAAAAAAA6E/UO3cqIh-Jy0/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25282%2529.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUxk-IFI/AAAAAAAAA6E/UO3cqIh-Jy0/s320/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25282%2529.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545531287617282130" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUKGgevI/AAAAAAAAA50/IIu2yuGkmJA/s1600/39429_440504297829_561352829_5248560_3934304_n.jpg"></a></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >So now we're a family of five. That has taken me a bit to get used to. I think when you leave the baby stage, you develop a type of amnesia. In the first several weeks, I often caught myself saying, "Oh yeah, I forgot about that."</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUKGgevI/AAAAAAAAA50/IIu2yuGkmJA/s1600/39429_440504297829_561352829_5248560_3934304_n.jpg"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></a></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvVlBZRDI/AAAAAAAAA6M/ri7F25Eqqjw/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25283%2529.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvVlBZRDI/AAAAAAAAA6M/ri7F25Eqqjw/s320/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25283%2529.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545531301426709554" border="0" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" >But in the first several weeks, I also caught myself laughing at the idea that Jason & I thought we were done having children after Peyton. Hee, hee. Even funnier was the idea that I never wanted a boy. Hee, hee, hee. From the moment I laid eyes on him, I was in love. </span><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvUxk-IFI/AAAAAAAAA6E/UO3cqIh-Jy0/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25282%2529.jpg"><br /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvV99J-RI/AAAAAAAAA6U/aAwM0woFZY4/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25284%2529.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvV99J-RI/AAAAAAAAA6U/aAwM0woFZY4/s320/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25284%2529.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545531308119816466" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvyKeo34I/AAAAAAAAA6c/EODtu2S_ZR4/s1600/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25285%2529.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/TPWvyKeo34I/AAAAAAAAA6c/EODtu2S_ZR4/s320/Brooks%2Band%2BChristine%2Bbehind%2Bleaves%2BB_W%2Bcolor%2B%25285%2529.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545531792517816194" border="0" /></a></div>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-92132557586436926542010-09-27T18:19:00.005-05:002010-09-27T18:48:38.864-05:00Pregnancy Brain<span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Once upon a time, I had this grandiose idea that I would blog all throughout this pregnancy -- complete with monthly photos of the baby belly, OB appointment updates, & general exciting baby info.<br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >And then pregnancy set in.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >And I got sick. Really sick. Really, really sick. I don't think I moved from the recliner in the livingroom for 3 months. I lived my life in 3-hour increments -- the amount of time between double doses of Zofran. And I slept. And slept. And slept. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Once the sickness passed, a new aspect of pregnancy set in. Nesting!! I was a mover & a shaker. Too much to do. Too little time. I had "To Do" lists plastered on the walls in every room (much to my husband's displeasure). I had grand ideas of projects I wanted to accomplish to ensure that everything was just perfect for this little one's arrival. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Once everything was finished to my satisfaction, I discovered the joys of Pregnancy Brain. That fuzzy, muddled experience you have when someone asks you even the most basic of questions. I recall being at an appointment where I was asked to verify my phone number. The poor woman kept repeating my phone number to me while I kept insisting that it wasn't mine. Needless to say, every time I sat down to blog, my mind drew a complete blank. It wasn't for lack of things to report -- on the contrary, our life has been very busy. I just couldn't put 2 coherent sentences together. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >So here I am. Five days away from my due date & I'm blogging. To be quite honest, I think I'm doing it primarily to help pass the time. I still have Pregnancy Brain to a degree, but I think the cloud may be lifting.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >So what have the Dickinsons been up to in the past 9 months???</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >JASON is now in his last year of seminary. He is only taking 2 classes this semester which affords him more time with our expanding family & more time to focus on church work as he continues to pastor at Fleetwood Bible Church. We were so proud of him as he received the Kathryn Dech Memorial Scholarship earlier this fall which is awarded to the MDiv student with the highest GPA. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >CALEIGH turned 6 & started 1st grade this fall. She is adjusting wonderfully to her new setting & is even riding the bus!!! I never thought we would see the day when she would be so independent. She has fallen in love with Junie B. Jones & is absolutely devouring those books!! The most exciting news of all, however, are her 2 loose front teeth. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >PEYTON is home with Mommy for one more year. She turned 4 in the spring & celebrated her birthday with a very special purchase . . . her kitty cat, Sugar Cookie. Peyton comes to all my OB appointments & is probably the most excited of all for this baby's arrival!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >BROOKS MICHAEL is expected to make an appearance any day now. We are anxiously awaiting his arrival. The doctors were certain that he would arrive before September. And while we are thrilled that he made it full term, we are getting more & more impatient with every passing day.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >{Brooks = my maternal grandfather's name & my uncle's name. Michael = my brother's middle name & Jason's brother's middle name.}</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >So there you have it. And while I will be busy with the arrival of a newborn, I certainly hope 9 more months do not pass before my next post. </span></span></div>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-39711380545161436912010-02-02T13:34:00.005-05:002010-02-02T19:59:06.424-05:00Pregnant Mommy ~ Crafty Mommy<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S2h0ZwOEG4I/AAAAAAAAA5M/6unTCpZdgJQ/s1600-h/IMG_3511.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 140px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S2h0ZwOEG4I/AAAAAAAAA5M/6unTCpZdgJQ/s320/IMG_3511.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433720936211946370" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><span style="font-size:100%;">Yes, the rumors are true. Even though I said "<span style="font-style: italic;">never while at seminary</span>" (never say never) . . . here I am ~ 5 1/2 weeks pregnant (yes, I said 5 1/2 weeks -- although I know it looks like far more than that). And we are VERY excited about it!! The baby is due on October 2nd. This will be our third child.<br /><br />And although I've been doing well holding the nausea at bay, the same cannot be said of my tiredness. But I have been doing my best to combat it. You know, mind over matter & all that nonsense. <br /><br />And so . . . even though all I wanted to do today was curl up into a ball drifting in & out of consciousness while the girls watched a ridiculous amount of <span style="font-style: italic;">The Suite Life of Zack & Cody</span>, I made myself extremely productive & completed a project the girls have been <span style="font-weight: bold;">begging</span> me for.<br /><br />My girls LOOOOOVE to look at books at bedtime. And how can I argue with that? Especially with a kindergartener just starting to read on her own. I wish I could remember where I got this idea, so that I could give credit where credit is due -- but suffice it to say, this creation was not original with me.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">(I just did a little surfing & found where the idea came from. www.hiphome.blogspot.com under "Reading in Bed" -- Great Site!!!)</span><br /><br />Today I made the girls Bed Bags. Cute little bags to hold their books as well as flashlights & bookmarks to hang at the end of their beds.<br /></span></span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S2hwwRXDyEI/AAAAAAAAA48/pPhN_VcVvcw/s1600-h/IMG_3507.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S2hwwRXDyEI/AAAAAAAAA48/pPhN_VcVvcw/s320/IMG_3507.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433716925018654786" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Peyton picked out her own fabrics ~ a purple paisley corduroy for the bag, brown with white polka dot cotton for the pockets, & green ribbon for the ties. The pockets are accented with purple & green buttons.</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S2hwwHFomVI/AAAAAAAAA40/QVNa8vNW7cQ/s1600-h/IMG_3506.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S2hwwHFomVI/AAAAAAAAA40/QVNa8vNW7cQ/s320/IMG_3506.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5433716922261215570" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Caleigh also picked out her own fabrics ~ a teal flowered corduroy for the bag with a pink swirl cotton for the pockets & pink polka dot ribbon for the ties. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >They only took 2 hours from start to finish & were definitely worth every minute when Caleigh came home from school to see her special surprise.<br /><br />And now, with Rest Time right around the corner, the tiredness is catching up with me. But at least today I can rest guilt-free :)<br /></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-54349918850136587552010-01-08T15:38:00.014-05:002010-01-10T15:49:02.849-05:00Another New Year<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S0eYUuciNCI/AAAAAAAAA4s/tRuJaDp4Lf0/s1600-h/MP900309664.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 228px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/S0eYUuciNCI/AAAAAAAAA4s/tRuJaDp4Lf0/s320/MP900309664.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424471758023570466" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Another new year . . . another new decade . . . another chance to make & break a long, inspirational list of things we'd like to do better, like to change, like to lose, like to make . . . and so it goes.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;" >2010 came in with a bang . . . or so I'm told. I don't know. I was asleep.</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" >Didn't even see the ball drop. And on January 1st, I did not awaken to a lengthy to-do list to complete or an exercise program to start or a stack of books to read or old friends to reconnect with.<br /><br />What about my New Year's Resolutions, you ask?!?<br /><br />Truth be told, I <span style="font-style: italic;">like</span> New Year's. I<span style="font-style: italic;"> like</span> New Year's Resolutions. Not too far back on this blog, you will find a list of resolutions that I myself made. I think it's admirable to take stock of your life & write down new goals -- after all, people who write down their life goals are 80% more likely to achieve them. What I <span style="font-weight: bold;">don't</span> like is that feeling of insurmountable guilt that inevitably comes when the resolutions are broken. You give in to that decadent chocolate dessert. You sleep in instead of getting up early to run on the treadmill. You overspend on things you don't really need. You choose to watch old reruns of "I Love Lucy" instead of cleaning out your junk drawer. After a day or two of a lack of will power, what often happens?? The year has just started . . . you've already blown it . . . so why bother?!? And there go the New Year's resolutions . . .<br /><br />But do you know what I love more than New Year's Resolutions?<span style="font-weight: bold;"></span> The hope I find in God's Word. It gives us hope for mistakes made. It gives us hope for change. It gives us hope that this year can be better than the last . . . not because of money made or pounds shed, but because this year our relationship with Christ will go deeper & the fire to know Him more will burn brighter. Psalm 139:23 says, "<span style="font-style: italic;">Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends You, and lead me along the path of everlasting life." <span style="font-style: italic;"> </span></span>This verse gives me hope that at any time (not just one popular day a year), I can ask to Lord to examine my heart & show me things that need change. And not only that I <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">can</span>, </span>but that I<span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-style: italic;"> <span style="font-weight: bold;">should</span></span></span></span></span>!<br /><br />And when I fail ~ as I know I will ~ I don't need to toss all of my resolve aside & settle into the old routine. Lamentations 3:23 says, "<span style="font-style: italic;">Great is His faithfulness; His mercies begin afresh each morning."</span> Each day is a new day & a new beginning with more than enough mercy & more than enough grace to change us into the people God desires for us to be.<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153);font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:100%;" ><br /><br /></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-90941195934774232262009-12-18T14:39:00.003-05:002009-12-18T17:27:44.790-05:00A Lesson Re-Learned<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SyvdUGiO31I/AAAAAAAAA4c/jZmW2gaJKMY/s1600-h/00395997.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 241px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SyvdUGiO31I/AAAAAAAAA4c/jZmW2gaJKMY/s320/00395997.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5416666314264469330" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">It has come to my attention that there are a few people who read this blog & learn from my mistakes . . . at least in the realm of parenting. Believe me, I fall on my face as often (okay, maybe more often) as I succeed. Well, here is a lesson that I just keep learning over and over and over again.<br /><br />We have a standard chore chart at our house. A list of responsibilities that the girls are to take care of (with a good attitude) each day. At the end of the day, if everything is done with a good attitude, each girl gets a sticker. Fifteen stickers earns you a reward . . . ice cream, small toy, movie night, etc. And it works GREAT!!! We run like a well-oiled machine. <br /><br />And then we hit a bump in the road . . .<br /><br />The whining starts . . . "I'm huuuunnnnggggrrryyy. When's dinner rrreeeaaadddyyy?"<br />The bossing starts . . . "You're not doing it right. Give it to me. It's MINE!"<br />The disrespect starts . . . "You forgot my juice!"<br />The arguing starts . . . "I was there first! Get OFF!!"<br />The helplessness starts . . . "Mommy, I neeeeeed you. I can't reach it."<br /><br />What to do? Last night was the third time we have come up against this problem. It's like the children forget all manners, kindness, respect, & helpfulness. Mommy turns into Mean Monster Mommy & everyone spends time on the Naughty Step!! The girls need more than a "check the chore chart" at the end of the day. They need immediate feedback on their behavior. And we need more peace in our home. And it hit me -- Wait! We've been here before! A year or so ago, we used flowers. Several months ago, we used marbles. And as of last night, we use STARS!<br /><br />The STAR system:<br /><br />Each girl has 15 construction paper stars. Caleigh's are pink & Peyton's are green (only because I didn't have any purple). If the girls are especially helpful, kind, respectful, good . . . they get to put a star on the fridge. If they are bossy, argumentative, disrespectful, not helpful . . . they take a star off the fridge. Once all 15 stars are earned, they get a sticker. It has been enlightening (and rather satisfying in that MasterMind Mommy sort of way) to see their faces when stars are taken away . . . as though they are shocked that ordering Mommy to get juice is disrespectful & that pulling your sister's hair to get her to move is NOT nice! I have also learned that a system like this is just temporary. It doesn't take them long for them to get with the program & re-train themselves to act like the true princesses they are! Mean Mommy turns back into Patient Mommy & our house becomes our peaceful sanctuary.<br /><br />So take it for what it's worth. Do with it what you will. I think I need to go give some stars!<br /><br /><br /></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-90425530577600720362009-11-30T15:35:00.007-05:002009-11-30T20:50:25.797-05:00Sacred Mondays<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SxQs56NUfeI/AAAAAAAAA4U/uxxG6DVyASM/s1600/j0444226.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SxQs56NUfeI/AAAAAAAAA4U/uxxG6DVyASM/s320/j0444226.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5409998425768099298" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);font-family:trebuchet ms;" ><span style="font-size:100%;">I know there are many of you out there who absolutely abhor Mondays. But I must admit . . . I <span style="font-weight: bold;">LOVE</span> them!!!</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 0, 0);">Since my husband became a pastor, Sundays have become the busiest "work" day of the week. Everyone is up long before the crack of dawn . . . Mom is constantly reminding everyone to move quickly -- eat breakfast, brush teeth, wash faces, get dressed. The car is packed up & everyone loaded in -- after all, we will not be back home until after 10 pm. We get to church early -- there are always lots of things to do before Sunday School starts. After the 3rd service ends, there are drama practices, worship team practices, & meetings. All day long there are people to talk to, counsel, & touch base with. And we <span style="font-weight: bold;">LOVE</span> every minute of it.<br /><br />By the time we reach home, there are very few lights on in our townhouse community. We get two half-asleep little angels changed into their jammies & tucked into bed. The day is over & we are a very good version of tired. A day well spent.<br /><br />More than one wise ministry wife has told me that days like that can soon become a chore & a burden if quality family down-time is not protected . . . hence the reason I <span style="font-weight: bold;">LOVE</span> Mondays.<br /><br />Mondays in the Dickinson house are sacred. We avoid all extra, out-of-the-house activities if at all possible. We leisurely work our way through the laundry. We bake. We play. We watch videos. And we usually stay in our jammies (minus the 3 hours that Caleigh spends at school).<br /><br />Today was extra special for us. Caleigh didn't have to go to school. The girls both slept in until 9 am. We stayed in our jammies & spent most of the day watching several of our favorite episodes from Season 1 of "Little House on the Prairie." We baked. We did projects. And now, here we sit, the girls all freshly bathed, eating bedtime snacks & watching "Mr. Edwards' Homecoming."<br /><br />*Sigh* ~ I love Mondays. <br /><br /><br /></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-20510711847776675902009-11-18T10:22:00.003-05:002009-11-18T13:46:11.673-05:00Crispy Macaroni & Cheese<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SwQRjSYwpsI/AAAAAAAAA4M/ElTGIbaaM80/s1600/j0444363.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 220px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SwQRjSYwpsI/AAAAAAAAA4M/ElTGIbaaM80/s320/j0444363.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405464750680221378" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 51, 51);"><br /><br />By popular demand . . .<br /><br />Here is the recipe for the Macaroni & Cheese that I made last night for the seminary's Community Meal. It was a HUGE hit!!!!<br /><br />1 - 10 3/4 oz. can cream of mushroom soup<br />1/2 c. milk<br />1/2 tsp. ground mustard<br />Generous dash of pepper<br />2 c. shredded Cheddar cheese<br />3 c. hot cooked elbow macaroni (about 1 1/2 c. uncooked)<br />1 - 2.8 oz. can French fried onions (1 1/3 c.)<br /><br />In a 1 1/2 quart casserole dish, mix soup, milk, mustard, pepper, <span style="font-weight: bold;">1 1/2 cups cheese</span>, & macaroni. Bake at 400 degrees for 20 minutes or until hot.<br /><br />Stir. Sprinkle onions & remaining cheese over top. Bake for 1 more minute or until onions are golden.<br /><br />YUM!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 0);">*** Incidentally, my children are serious mushroom haters, so I substituted cream of celery for cream of mushroom . . . delectable!!!!</span><br /></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-45346600052890917362009-11-17T14:31:00.003-05:002009-11-17T14:48:25.154-05:00Careful What You Wish For<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SwL8Te-S74I/AAAAAAAAA4E/dX6ezFzoGys/s1600/j0439333.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SwL8Te-S74I/AAAAAAAAA4E/dX6ezFzoGys/s320/j0439333.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405159914460082050" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /><br />So . . . I came home from Caleigh's ballet class on Saturday morning feeling <span style="font-weight: bold;">completely overwhelmed</span>!! After my whirlwind 4-day trip to Maine & the immediate get-back-to-real-life-no-breaks-allowed days that followed (which included the death of my aunt & speaking in church on the topic of miscarriage), I was exhausted, the house was in shambles, & many of my church-related responsibilities had fallen by the wayside.<br /><br />I cried the blues to my husband, who had his own plate piled high with responsibility. I needed a break. I needed to get things done. I needed to play catch-up with many things. I needed a duty-free, phonecall-free, restore order day!<br /><br />No sooner had those words of complaint left my mouth, then Caleigh came down with a fever. <br /><br />Now, let me add this disclaimer: <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">I am in NO way a sadist who enjoys seeing her children sick. <span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">However, I have to appreciate God's way of making me take the time I so desperately needed to get things done that I'm sure He knew I would not take on my own. <br /><br />We are now on our 4th straight day of being at home. Caleigh has been fever-free for the last 5 hours :) <br /><br />As for me, I have played catch-up & it feels good. In fact, it feels so good that I think we are going to spend another quiet evening here at home making cinnamon ornaments (at the suggestion of a friend). <br /><br />I love blessings in disguise!<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-63342366611559992402009-11-15T10:00:00.005-05:002009-11-16T18:29:42.551-05:00Miscarriage<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SwAi4xlQXVI/AAAAAAAAA3s/3vT7zkDzFjk/s1600-h/j0442378.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SwAi4xlQXVI/AAAAAAAAA3s/3vT7zkDzFjk/s320/j0442378.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404357911622212946" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">Our church is doing a special series called "Real God for Real Problems." In the last few weeks, we have tackled subjects like self-injury, depression, anxiety, & homosexuality. This past Wednesday, I was privileged to speak & share our story of miscarriage. It is a subject that has been very silent in many churches. I was honored to be on a panel with two other special women who have also experienced miscarriage & its devastating effects. So many people were touched, I thought I would blog what I shared with our congregation that night.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">When Pastor Tim asked me to share my/our story, I didn't hesitate. One of Jason's favorite verses has always been II Corinthians 1:3-5:</span><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.<br /> God is our merciful Father & the Source of all comfort.<br /> He comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort<br /> others. When they are troubled, we will be able to give<br /> them the same comfort God has given us.<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">My story begins on the morning of March 15, 2001 -- the day I discovered I was pregnant. This was not a planned pregnancy -- Jason & I had only been married for 3 months. And we were on the 5-year plan! There was no time to think about the implications of this new life because by the afternoon of the same day -- at 8 weeks pregnant -- I began to miscarry our first child. What I didn't know at the time was that this would be the first of four miscarriages for my husband & I.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">One of the things that people need to understand about women going through miscarriage is that they experience a wide range of emotions.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">My immediate response was </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">fear</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> although I don't know if it was more for me or for the baby. My first touch of </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">sadness</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> came during the doctor's exam when she referred to what was happening as a "spontaneous abortion." I also dealt with horrible </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">guilt</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> because a part of me was relieved -- this was not the best time to have a baby & this was not part of our plan. Four days later, I felt my first twinge of strange </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">jealousy </span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">when my sister gave birth to her son, the first grandchild on our side of the family. My husband could probably elaborate on my odd behavior over the next several weeks -- it takes the body some time to realize that there is no longer a baby to sustain & the hormones must adjust accordingly. I thought I was being a completely rational human being, but Jason assures me that that was not the case.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">One of the most difficult concepts for me to deal with was the fact that life begins at conception. I have often told Jason that if I could just think of the baby as a lump of tissue that was not genetically viable, it would be so much easier. But because I believe that life begins at conception, I knew that a little person had died, & that there was a child in Heaven that I would never know.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">That first experience did leave me with one very positive perspective. I now knew that I desperately wanted children (I had never really been much of a "kid person" growing up). Together Jason & I made it a priority to prepare ourselves to start a family -- buying a house, buying a larger car, being financially secure, etc.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">Several months later, Jason & I decided it was time to try to start a family. I falsely assumed that because I had gotten pregnant when we weren't even trying, it should be a piece of cake now. This began our 3 year journey through infertility and miscarriages.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">Every month was met with </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">disappointment</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> when the pregnancy test was negative or the blood test showed hormone levels that were not high enough to sustain life . . . and we knew what would come next.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I wish I could say that I put my trust in the Lord & lived in the firm belief that He had a plan for my life & that He was good all the time & all the time He was good. However, that was not my response. God & I had it out several times before we stopped talking altogether.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I wrestled with extreme </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">frustration</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">. Our love life had become a science experiment. There was no such thing as intimacy when the mood was right. We had a very small window of opportunity each month & if we didn't make it work, don't bother talking to me for another 28 days. I was so deep in my own pain.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I wrestled with the </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">fairness/justice of God</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">. In my mind, everyone on the planet was pregnant except for me. I would go to the grocery store & see some woman with a cartful of kids, screaming obscenities at one that had dared touch something on the shelf & I would think, "How dare the Lord bless her & not me. It's not fair!" I remember receiving a phone call from the doctor's office, telling me that my hormone levels were again not elevated enough to sustain life. I knew this would result in our third miscarriage. That evening when Jason came home from work, he found me huddled on the floor in the corner of the kitchen crying. I will never forget what I said to him. "Would it really throw the planets out of alignment for Him to give us a baby? Really? He could do anything He wanted to. Why won't He do this?"</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I had </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">tunnel vision</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">. I could not see past myself & my own pain to be even remotely concerned about anyone else. I was jealous of friends & family who were having babies. I hated Mother's Day. Everything was a constant reminder of what I didn't have. And all the while, I was convinced that Jason just didn't understand me. It wasn't his body. Which brought with it tremendous </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">guilt</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> -- he wasn't the one who couldn't maintain a baby. He was doing his part. It was my fault that our children were dying.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">The fourth miscarriage was particulary difficult for me. I was teaching 9th grade English when I began to feel those all too familiar abdominal pains. Jason was called & by the time he arrived, the pain was so terrible, I couldn't even walk to the car. My body was broken -- my heart was broken -- and finally, my spirit was broken. There was something different about this time. It was like I had finally taken my blinders off & was seeing things for what they really were. I had been trying to deal with the sadness & loss alone & in the process I had turned into a bitter woman & put tremendous strain on my marriage. But most of all, I had driven a wedge between me & the Lord. I was tired of being the one doing all the work. He never walked away from me; I walked away from Him & wasted all my energy building a wall between us. I was finally done. I took all of my pain & all of my sadness & all of my hurt & laid it at His feet. I was calling Him on every promise He made to me:</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I Peter 5:7 -- Cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you.<br /> Psalm 46:1 -- God is our refuge & strength, a very present help<br /> in times of trouble.<br /> Matthew 11:28 -- Come to Me, all you who are weary & carry<br /> heavy burdens, & I will give you rest.<br /> Isaiah 30:18 -- The Lord longs to be gracious to you; He rises<br /> to show you compassion. For the Lord is a<br /> God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for<br /> Him.<br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">The change wasn't instant. And I had to keep going & keep going & keep laying all of my garbage at the cross. But slowly the Lord healed my broken heart. He brought comfort in all forms, every time I needed it. One of my favorite forms was the song "Lullably" by Andrew Peterson that he had written for their first child, lost to miscarriage.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">The one thing that often makes me reluctant to tell my story is that I now have 2 beautiful little girls. Some may think, "It's really easy for you to say just trust God. You have 2 children." But that was not a bargaining chip. I had to make things right with God & get back on His agenda before He ever blessed me with my children.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">Things I wish I had done differently:</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I wish I remembered the exact dates of my miscarriages. I was so deep in my own pain & wanting to forget it & make it go away, that I did not save those dates in my memory.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I wish we had named our lost children. They were people. They were children with souls & now, 6 years laters, I wish they had names.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">Things I think I got right:</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">We decided to create our own memorial to our children. Wherever we live, we have a lilac bush in memory of our 4 children in Heaven. Incidentally, that was the difficult thing about moving to seminary. We rent a townhouse & are not allowed to plant a lilac bush.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">I have a much greater appreciation for my girls than I think I would have had if I had not lived through the loss. Those girls were hard fought for, prayed for, & begged for.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">One thing that I did not address is where I think my children are today. That's because there has never been a doubt in my mind that my children are in Heaven & that I will see them one day.</span><br /><br /> <span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);">People were bringing even infants to Him that He might touch</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> them; and when the disciples saw it, they sternly ordered them</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> not to do it. But Jesus called for them and said, "Let the little</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> children come to Me, and do not stop them; for it is to such as</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> these that the kingdom of God belongs.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 51);"> Luke 18:15-16</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><img hidden="true" style="border: medium none ; position: absolute; z-index: 2147483647; opacity: 0.6; display: none;" src="data:image/png;base64,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%3D" id="myFxSearchImg" height="24" width="24" />Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-49079747035381526212009-06-29T09:21:00.005-05:002009-11-15T15:44:10.970-05:00The Seminary Wife & Her Gas Tank<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-size:130%;" >So here's a truth that I have learned through experience: God loves scenarios that are set up so perfectly for Him to show up & show off as our Jehovah Jireh. I could do with a few less of those "desperate straits," but I wouldn't trade being able to see His miraculous hand at work for anything.<br /><br />So here was our recent scenario ~ money is tight. Every penny is being stretched to its limit. Vacation is right around the corner. I got into the van on Tuesday to go to work. Granted, work is only 1 mile from our house, but I was filling in at the office all week, so I would need to drive a total of 10 miles during the week. Well, the gas light was on & the needle was well into the "red." Not a good way to start the day -- empty gas tank, empty wallet. Surely I could make it 1 mile, right? So off I went. I made it to work without incident. When I got into the van to come home, the gas light was no longer on & the needle was just teetering at the "red." Hmm? By Thursday, the needle was reading a quarter tank full. Hmmmmmm? Not only did I make it back & forth to work all week, but I also took a 12-mile trip to Walmart on that same tank! The Old Testament had it's widow with the oil & flour, we have the seminary wife & the gas! But my story doesn't end there. On Sunday morning, we left the van in its parking space & took the car to church. The car had enough gas to get us to church, but not enough to get us home. How were we planning to get home, you ask? I'm not sure we even thought that far. After church, a dear girlfriend of mine "tricked" me (not a good word to use to describe it, but you get the point) into taking our car to the gas station so she could fill the tank. And then proceeded to give me money to fill the van's gas tank as well. Praise God for His provision & for friends who are sensitive to His promptings!!!!<br /><br />But God was certainly not short on blessings this week. Caleigh saw a specialist on Thursday morning for her hearing loss. She will be having a second set of tubes put in her ears & her adenoids taken out next Wednesday. The doctor is confident that she will regain all of the hearing that she has lost!!<br /><br />Jehovah Jireh.</span><br /></span></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-50353424206355151872009-06-18T14:54:00.005-05:002009-11-15T15:50:09.683-05:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">It's been awhile since I've blogged. Why is that? Well, let's see. "Life has been busy" is my most often used excuse. True, but a bit played out. It certainly isn't because I don't have anything to write about or report. Life is full ~ full of lessons (easy & hard), full of laughter, full of experiences, full of decisions, full of joy . . . full, full, FULL!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">I think perhaps my lack of blogging is due to what I typically blog. Work with me here . . . I tend to blog about what is on my mind. And lately, what has been on my mind is a) not for public knowledge or b) lessons that the Lord is teaching me that are so deeply personal & still in process that I just can't / don't want to share them. No offense to any faithful readers.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">So what </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">can</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> I share?? Hmm . . . well, Jason finished his 4th semester here at ETS with another 4.0 (he would never tell you that himself, but I'm his wife & have full bragging rights). He started his summer language course - Greek - a couple of weeks ago. It's very challenging & time-consuming, but worth it!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Caleigh will be starting Kindergarten in the fall. You can pray for her (and us) as we deal with some anxiety issues there. Also keep in prayer an ongoing health concern that Caleigh is dealing with. We have an appointment for her with an ENT specialist to find out the cause of her hearing loss. We are trusting the situation to God & will be resting in Him regardless of the outcome.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Peyton is . . . well, Peyton. Loving life, hating potty-training, & doing it all with a smile!! I am really looking forward to having some one-on-one time with her while Caleigh is in school.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">We are all anxiously awaiting a vacation coming up next month. My best friend, Shallon will be flying here to Pennsylvania to accompany me & my girls back down to her home in sunny Florida by van (20 hours in a car with a 4 year old & 3 year old should be a blast!). We will spend a week down there while Jason finishes up his last week of Greek class, after which, he will fly down & meet us there so we can spend another week in Florida as a family. And what trip to Florida would be complete without a trip to DISNEY WORLD!?! We will be taking the girls (and Brad & Shallon's girls) to spend a day at Magic Kingdom where we will also have breakfast with the Disney Princesses!! My girls are going to absolutely explode!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">As for me, God is up to something. He is teaching me at every turn. What information can I divulge? He's teaching me a lot about spiritual warfare. He's teaching me a lot about discipleship. He's teaching me a lot about faith. He is teaching me Who He is & what He is not. He is teaching me that He is a Refiner & not my personal Teddybear in the sky Who gets a kick out of me being me. He is teaching me that proper theology is of utmost importance. He is teaching me to be wise as a serpent and innocent as a dove. I told you . . . He's up to something.</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">"Know Him and then act like you know Him. That is faith."</span><br /></div>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-65055057368753219742009-03-05T20:17:00.002-05:002009-11-15T15:50:29.950-05:00Funny Girl<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Quote of the day:</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">When asked why she didn't have her crocs on after being asked to put them on so we could leave the house, Peyton replied . . .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">"Crocs, what are you doing? Get on my feet, crocs!!!"</span><br /></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-65190477821730924502009-02-26T11:19:00.004-05:002009-11-15T15:50:51.077-05:00What I Gave Up for Lent<span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Nope. Not me. Never observed Lent before in my life. Didn't know what it was -- didn't care. Until we came to seminary. Being here has exposed us to all sorts of "high church" traditions that Jason & I had never observed before, Lent being one of them. I was further intrigued on Monday night at our Townhouse Ladies Bible study when one of our ladies informed us that she was going on a "media fast" for Lent -- no TV. Wow, that's commitment.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">Now, for those of you unfamiliar with Lent, let me explain: Lent is the 40-day long period of fasting & prayer before Easter. The purpose of Lent is to prepare the believer through prayer & self-denial for the celebration of Holy Week & Easter in particular.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">So, heck . . . why not??? And what have I decided to give up, you ask? As much as I hate to admit it, I tend to be a rather negative person. One "bad" thing in my day can easily wipe out 10 wonderful blessings in my mind. Last night I showed up for church, sleep-deprived & unprepared for my ministry . . . </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">& whining to anyone who would listen</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">!!! I bet I was a peach to be around last night! So, what am I giving up?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">The "</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">O</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">h-</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">W</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">oe-</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">I</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">s-</span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">M</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">e" attitude that has found permanent residence in my thoughts, my speech, & my actions!! I am evicting it!! So pack up & move out OWIM. You are no longer welcome here.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">The way I see it, it takes 30 days to create a habit, so 40 days of positive thinking, counting my blessings, & praising my God when I'm tempted to complain should do the trick!!</span><br /></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-36549485203980664762009-02-19T19:18:00.004-05:002009-11-15T15:51:55.618-05:00Interesting Perspective<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">It was a good day for the Dickinson girls. Daddy was working on a paper all morning & then in class from noon until 9:30 pm, so we made plans . . . we were movers & shakers . . . we had things to do.<br /><br />The day started with a trip to PetSmart to admire all the fuzzy little critters that we couldn't take home. If the girls had their druthers, we would now be the proud owners of a pet Chinchilla! Although it's quite possible that Peyton would have smuggled out a rather peculiar looking lizard in her pocket!<br /><br />Then it was on to Michael's. Caleigh is learning about our solar system in school & so we are going to make the typical styrofoam ball solar system to hang in our playroom. But who could resist the vinyl clings . . . originally priced at $24.99 - marked down to $4.99?!?!</span></span></span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SZ36tp9zs5I/AAAAAAAAA2o/SvupUjXQxGQ/s1600-h/IMG_2752.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SZ36tp9zs5I/AAAAAAAAA2o/SvupUjXQxGQ/s320/IMG_2752.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304671598378464146" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Caleigh's new wall art<br /></span></span></span></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SZ36tghMk1I/AAAAAAAAA2g/f7w2l-wdDqM/s1600-h/IMG_2751.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SZ36tghMk1I/AAAAAAAAA2g/f7w2l-wdDqM/s320/IMG_2751.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5304671595842540370" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Peyton's new wall art<br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">The best part was when Jason called at 10:30 to tell us he was done with his paper! Praise the Lord! (Did I mention he had been up until 3 am this morning & back up at 6 am to get this paper done????) We had just enough time to have lunch with Daddy before he had to get to class. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">As fun & exciting as our day was, the best was yet to come. The girls knew that if they could behave, we would go out for ice cream after dinner. Just a little special something to make another night without Daddy more cheerful. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">Disclaimer: I have often heard the advice that you should never threaten your child with any punishment that you are not prepared to follow through with. I.e. "If you don't stop that right now, I'm turning this car around!" Because I value such sage advice, I often avoid said tactic. Until tonight . . .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">The girls were in rare form. I'm not sure what exactly transpired in their little brains between the hours of 2 & 4 (when they were napping), but they were WILD women when they woke up. Arguing, bickering, bossing, picking, yelling, irritating, shouting, disobeying . . . I have no idea who those children were. I was at my last straw. And then I said the fatal words. And I said them more than once. "If you guys don't knock it off, we're not going out for ice cream tonight!" How many chances could I give them before I had to follow through? Here's how it all went down . . .<br /><br />Caleigh & Peyton were in the kitchen "planting seeds" (dropping Littlest Pet Shop animals on the floor), "watering" them (covering them with blankets, & "harvesting" them (gathering them up in baskets). Well, apparently Peyton wasn't "harvesting" correctly, so Caleigh started in with the scolding & the bossing. Then Peyton starting in with the screaming & the shrieking. And each was trying to out-do the other in volume!!! What was I to do?!?<br /><br />So here I am, blogging on the computer with 2 monkeys on my bed behind me, naming all the Barbies & chucking the pillows off my bed.<br /><br />But here comes the interesting perspective . . . I am so disappointed that I didn't get to share in a fun, exciting, ice cream-filled night with my girls. Tonight I will miss out on the laughter & the the giggles that I know would overtake them. Tonight I will not help them change out of ice cream-smeared clothing. Tonight I will not get to hear, "Momma, that was SO fun!" And then it hit me. This must be just a fraction of what it's like for the Lord when He has to chastise me. He doesn't get to share in the fun, exciting joys & blessings He has in store for me because I just didn't listen. Despite the warnings He gives, I just barrel on, doing my own thing. I wonder how many giggles over bowls of ice cream I have missed with Him.<br /><br />Hmmm.<br /></span></span></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: left; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span></span></div></div><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-50433642654206226042009-02-10T10:34:00.003-05:002009-11-15T15:52:32.247-05:00Losing Focus<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SZGe7_RiJlI/AAAAAAAAA2Y/CGHmOII5Y0Q/s1600-h/j0284984.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 212px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SZGe7_RiJlI/AAAAAAAAA2Y/CGHmOII5Y0Q/s320/j0284984.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5301192989826229842" border="0" /></a><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">I learned this week how easy it is to lose focus. Just one small shift & you lose all perspective. Just one small shift & disappointment has plenty of room to settle in.<br /><br />I learned this week that I need to constantly check my intentions. Do I do what I do for the praise of men? Or do I do what I do for the praise of the King?<br /><br />My wonderful husband brought this verse to my attention:<br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);">"We do not know what to do, but our eyes are on ________."<br /><br /><br /></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Perhaps you know the way that verse </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">should </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">end. But my husband gently reminded me that I had been filling that blank with all sorts of things. And when things didn't work out exactly the way I </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">told </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">God they should, holy disappointment! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">So here I am re-focusing. Amazing . . . it takes a lot more work to get that shift back then it did to let it slip.</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 51);"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;">"We do not know what to do, but our eyes are on <span style="font-weight: bold;">YOU</span>."</span></span></span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"></span></span></span></div></div><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span></span></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"></span><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span></span><br /></div><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span></span></span></div>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-75125340443670396722009-02-05T13:05:00.004-05:002009-11-15T15:53:07.567-05:00Major Milestones<span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">Another semester here at seminary has begun!! We're still feeling a little shell-shocked from the insanely busy, nigh near disastrous ending from last semester . . . however, through Christ we can do all things. So we feel up to the new challenges this semester will bring.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">As Jason prepares to spend his days & nights in class & in the library, the girls & I are taking on some MAJOR projects . . . potty-training & reading!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">The idea of spending my spring & summer chained to a potty did not appeal to me, so I threw caution to the wind (caution being all that advice that says, "She'll do it when she's ready. You can't push her.") & started potty-training Peyton. Now, for those of you who know Peyton, you know that she is one smart cookie . . . she just happens to be one of the most stubborn people I have ever met (hmmm, wonder where she gets that?). It did not take her long to figure out how things work & by the end of one day (did I mention it was a very looooooong day, requiring much patience & persistence?), she had peed on the potty 3 times!!! What a celebration we had!! We are almost diaper-free!!! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">Our other major milestone happened when I least expected it. Caleigh recently finished mastering her alphabet in our homeschool curriculum. Just last week we started working on the short 'a' sound. Well, on Tuesday nights Jason & I help with the seminary's community meals. Jason is in class up until the time the meal starts, so basically I'm the helper. I needed something to keep the girls busy while I was in the kitchen, so I had Caleigh trace about 20 words that had the short 'a' sound in it. The next day during school, she sounded out EVERY SINGLE WORD -- she read them all!!!!!!!!! It was the coolest thing!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">But when I'm not busy potty-training & reading, there are a few things that I am really looking forward to this semester. The Townhouse Ladies Bible Study is up & running again. I'm really going out on a limb this time & leading the Bible study with no book to depend upon. We are doing a study of II Peter 1:5-8:</span><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);">"Supplement your faith with a generous provision of moral excellence, & moral excellence with knowledge, & knowledge with self-control, & self-control with patient endurance, & patient endurance with godliness, & godliness with brotherly affection, & brotherly affection with love for everyone. The more you grow like this, the more productive & useful you will be in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ."</span><br /><br /></span><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">I also have my hands super-full for this Easter season. I am directing a drama for the Sunday before Palm Sunday. I am also directing 3 dramas for Holy Week -- one on Maundy Thursday, one on Good Friday, & one on Easter morning. Busy, busy, busy girl. But loving every minute of it!!</span><br /><br /></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);"></span></div></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></span></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"></span></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"></span></span></div><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-30181006171578834292008-12-30T10:19:00.004-05:002009-11-15T15:53:25.169-05:00You Go, Girl!<span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 204, 204);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">About 4+ years ago, I was a new stay-at-home mom . . . and completely lost. I had gone from spending my days analyzing the poetry of John Donne & grading papers about the symbolism found in the use of color in </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">The Great Gatsby</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> to reading </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">But Not the Hippopotamus</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> 100 times a day & knowing right off the top of my head the number & letter of the day on "Sesame Street." </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">In an effort to make contact with the outside world, I joined a bulletin board for Christian stay-at-home moms. I found a lot of kindred spirits & great advice to get me through those first few difficult months of transition.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">One of my favorite daily threads on that site was called "You Go, Girl!" Those of us who are SAHMs know how easy it is to go around in jammies (or at least a stained shirt) with no make-up & hair pulled back into a ponytail. After all, the majority of your day is going to be spent as a referee, a short-order cook, & a cleaning lady . . . who gets dolled up for that??? But we all </span><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">also</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"> know that the better we look, the better we tend to feel about ourselves. "You Go, Girl!" or Y.G.G. encouraged us to get up, get dressed, put on that make up, as well as an attractive outfit, do our hair, & maybe even venture out of the house! </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">Now, anyone who knows me knows that my make up bag & I are not easily separated :) But today I took it to the next level. In the Y.G.G. spirit, I not only showered & put on make up, but I also broke out the hair straightener . . . and an adorable brown corduroy skirt with chocolate brown tights!! Granted, I'm still sporting the pink slippers I got for Christmas, but I must admit . . . I'm feeling a little more like the Diva Mom I always pictured myself being.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">You Go, Girl!!</span><br /></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-82054015720449708042008-11-18T16:53:00.003-05:002009-11-15T15:53:59.476-05:00The Incredible Journey Continues<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Where does the time go?? I am painfully aware of how overdue we are for an update. So here it is . . .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">On Sunday, a very dear friend of mine handed me a CD -- as she often does -- of a group she wanted me to check out. Well, it was true love immediately!! And the very first song I heard has become my own personal anthem.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Joy unspeakable that won't go away</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">Just enough strength to live for today</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">So I'll never have to worry what tomorrow brings</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">'Cause my faith is on solid rock</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);">I am counting on God!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">And that has been our experience in this, our 2nd year of seminary. It started out ordinary . . . the usual reading, the usual papers, the usual nights at the library. Jason was concentrating on some new responsibilities -- member of student forum, student representative to the board of trustees, member of the presidential search committee -- and continuing to excel in his studies. I was trying to keep my head above water with my new responsibilities -- Homeschooling Mom, AWANA Sparks secretary, drama ministry director, organizer/leader of the Evangelical Townhouse Ladies Bible study (the Real Housewives of Orange County have nothin' on us). It was time-consuming & rewarding & we were settling very nicely into a routine. And then . . .</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Jason was laid off work. Now, granted, we are not living the high life here at seminary, but we do need income . . . badly. If there were ever a doubt in my mind that God is a God who can be trusted, all doubts are gone.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">I cannot tell you what it is like to have groceries appear on your doorstep. Or to find $1000 in your church mailbox. Or to have someone hand you $40 when you know what a sacrifice that is for them. Or to have someone beg you to let them buy your children Christmas gifts. Or to have dear friends sorting through numerous boxes at our church's Freebay, looking for things that would be perfect for your children. The examples of God's amazing love & provision for our family is ENDLESS!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">At the moment, Jason is still laid off of work. And we are still surviving (on more than just tuna & beans). </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">More to come . . . the girls & I are currently off & running. We are going to meet Daddy to have an early Thanksgiving dinner with dear seminary friends.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Be back soon!</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-63667485701895505622008-09-16T20:13:00.003-05:002009-11-15T15:54:32.997-05:00Goodbye, Fuzzy<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">In case there was any doubt, Satan is alive & well, & was hard at work in my house today. But he missed the memo that Christ has overcome the world, so despite his best efforts, I'm ending the day with a smile.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">The day started off ordinarily enough. There has been a decent amount of stress in my life lately. I am the new AWANA Sparks secretary & up until last week, there were no directors in place & the program was in jeopardy of shutting down. Suffice it to say, we are up & running & have been trying to accomplish in 2 weeks what normally takes 2 months. No pressure. The first night of club is tomorrow night.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">After our first school session this morning, I decided that it was time for Caleigh to take more responsibility for her hamsters -- Fuzzy & Squeeks. So for her chore for the day, she was going to have to help Mommy clean their cage. I took the hamsters out & noticed that Fuzzy was looking a little mangy. I had noticed this before, but was assured by my hubby that it was nothing to worry about. After seeing her condition close up, I decided that a call to PetSmart was in order. To make a very long story somewhat short, I ended up taking both hamsters down to the store to be looked at. </span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">Warning: Do not continue reading if you are faint of heart!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">The woman helping us took a look at Fuzzy & immediately knew that something was very wrong. It turns out that Fuzzy must have had a tumor of some sort growing in her belly & it was forcing her intestines out her backside. Very gross.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">So at 10:30 this morning, there I was in PetSmart with a sobbing 4-year-old trying to explain the concept of putting a pet down for their own good. But we managed to get through the trauma. Fuzzy is "in Heaven with Jesus" & Tiny has joined our little family.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);">I'm exhausted & it took us until 7 o'clock tonight to make up all the schoolwork we missed during the hamster saga. But bedtime is not too far away.</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36769824.post-84366497743805292322008-09-05T10:16:00.004-05:002009-11-15T15:54:52.708-05:00Super Schedule & Happy Homeschooler!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SMFVM62VcEI/AAAAAAAAAkk/uxV6l1wWqZo/s1600-h/IMG_2260.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_5ajqKma5oVs/SMFVM62VcEI/AAAAAAAAAkk/uxV6l1wWqZo/s320/IMG_2260.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5242565121679913026" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">I must admit, I started this new school year (Jason in seminary & Caleigh being homeschooled) with a mix of eagerness & trepidation. I realize that the word "schedule" is a dirty word to some moms, & if flying by the seat of your pants works for you . . . Great!! But with a husband in seminary, a homeschooled preschooler, a rambunctious toddler, & a serious lack in self-discipline (come on girls, you know what I'm talking about -- you </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">could</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"> fold laundry, scrub toilets, or wash dishes OR you could lay on the couch with a light breeze from the fan blowing over you while a Lifetime movie plays faintly in the background & you drift in & out of consciousness . . . take your pick), I desperately need a schedule.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">So in the few weeks before school started back up, I spend hours pouring over our "2008 Fall Family Schedule." I set up bedtimes, naptimes, mealtimes. I incorporated morning routines, school sessions, & chore times. I squeezed in Family Night, couple time, & snuggle moments. I even created space for trips to the grocery store, the bank, & the library. Jason needed study time, Sunday School prep time, & down time. I needed ministry time, cooking time, & Me Time. And all of it had to be flexible to boot!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">The true test came on Tuesday -- Jason's first day of classes, Caleigh's first day of school, & the first day of schedule implementation. And to top it all off, we were starting the day with an </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">un</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">scheduled doctor's appointment! But I am pleased to report that the schedule has worked beautifully!!! Sure there were things that we missed here & there. Some things had to be re-worked, but in the end, we have accomplished more in the past 4 days then we have in a long time!! I start the day off with a goal & end the day feeling extremely productive. And the girls have completely embraced their new responsibilities. Yea, Mom!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">And how did homeschooing go, you ask?? I honestly thought it was too good to be true when Caleigh looked at me after our first session on Tuesday (we have 3 sessions of school a day) & said, "Mommy, I don't want to take a break." But 4 days later, I couldn't get over the disappointment on her face when we finished all our schoolwork for today & I told her there was no more work for her to do. As Peyton was playing the pool, Caleigh wanted to stay inside & do schoolwork. I take that as a sign that things are going well :o)</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">So as I type this, we are having Free Time. Caleigh finished 3 sessions worth of school in just 2 time slots, so we get extra time to play!!!! Yes!!</span><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span>Our Familyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00527432867776023804noreply@blogger.com2